The story so far..
It seems a few people are a little confused with the posts i've put up last night in regards to my story so far... most of these things except for the last post happened within the last 3-4 months as i was writing my book, and at current i'm on a natural product called Apricot Kernals, they're known to treat and cure cancer, and i've heard from three different people who don't know each other, that this is the case... i've been taking these and off chemotherapy for about 2 and a half months now, and at late i've been a little bit slack with them.
I went for a checkup about a month and a half ago(times may be a little out of wack, i'm not sure how long it was exactly) and they said that nothing had changed, now you may see this as a bad thing, but three months before that, they had found a growth in my chest, and multiple in my liver, so the fact that nothing had grown in 3 months since, was a good sign. i'm hoping that my next test will reveal the same or even better results but i really need to eat alot more healthier then i have been, more strictness with my diet, and focus on my apricot kernals 110%.
My life has been one stress after another at the moment after losing my job last friday due to me having two days off from exhaustion, and the boss believing that i wasn't sick at all and firing me. He knew my circumstances which ticked me off slightly that he would think that i would fake it. IF there's one thing that i hate, it's people feeling sorry for me unneccessarily, i would never pretend to be sick, which i guess is why i've covered up having pain for so long to my girlfriend.
So more to the stresses is the fact that i now have no money, can't afford to live off the disgusting money centrelink expects you to live off when you're too sick too work, and my housemate is moving out as soon as i find a new job. So i need to find a high enough paying job to be able to move out and still live comfortably.
All this isn't really an excuse as to be slacking off on my food and apricot kernals, but it just takes up so much of my time worrying about it that before i know it another day has lapsed without my natural medicine being taken.
I hope this clears a bit up for you guys,
sorry for the confusion
Dale.
I went for a checkup about a month and a half ago(times may be a little out of wack, i'm not sure how long it was exactly) and they said that nothing had changed, now you may see this as a bad thing, but three months before that, they had found a growth in my chest, and multiple in my liver, so the fact that nothing had grown in 3 months since, was a good sign. i'm hoping that my next test will reveal the same or even better results but i really need to eat alot more healthier then i have been, more strictness with my diet, and focus on my apricot kernals 110%.
My life has been one stress after another at the moment after losing my job last friday due to me having two days off from exhaustion, and the boss believing that i wasn't sick at all and firing me. He knew my circumstances which ticked me off slightly that he would think that i would fake it. IF there's one thing that i hate, it's people feeling sorry for me unneccessarily, i would never pretend to be sick, which i guess is why i've covered up having pain for so long to my girlfriend.
So more to the stresses is the fact that i now have no money, can't afford to live off the disgusting money centrelink expects you to live off when you're too sick too work, and my housemate is moving out as soon as i find a new job. So i need to find a high enough paying job to be able to move out and still live comfortably.
All this isn't really an excuse as to be slacking off on my food and apricot kernals, but it just takes up so much of my time worrying about it that before i know it another day has lapsed without my natural medicine being taken.
I hope this clears a bit up for you guys,
sorry for the confusion
Dale.
posted by dgf at
10:02 AM
3 Comments:
I was told to post here! :P
Uhm, on a more serious note, stress is detrimental to your health and recovery process.
Remove as much stress as you can.
If I were in your position, I wouldn't go to work unless I thoroughly enjoyed work etc.
Focus on what makes you happy; eat healthy, keep up the treatment and beyond all, enjoy life
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Anonymous, at 10:41 AM
What a remarkable young man you are. You really should speak up about your pain etc. Even though you want to spare your girlfriend and family and dont want people to feel sorry for you, you need these people to support you. Maybe you could talk to your ex boss about giving you reduced hours. If he knows your circumstances, then surely he would be able to do that for you
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Anonymous, at 7:26 PM
keep going old chap u do have everything to live for! life is soo wonderful because there is no limits to what can be done. You can do ANYTHING u want to, whether that be go and live in Jamaica and party for a year or set up a company! Everyone along the way makes it so worthwhile eat those apricot kernels as though it is protein haha sharps
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